"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can be together all the time." Calvin and Hobbes
"So I am packing your things. There is no hurry, so I will be careful how I pack, as not to miss anything that belongs to you." My mom said with a sweet and very calm expression on her face.
She was standing in my childhood basement from at least 30 years ago.. She looked so beautiful and healthy. She was grabbing a current sweater I own and bought last week. Strange because she was placing it in a duffle bag from my soccer days when I was in 9th grade.
"But I need to leave now. " I said out of breath and panicking. " I have so much to do mom and no time to pack." I could feel my heart beating through my chest. Then my heartbeat slowed as I watched my Mom do the impossible......Taking me back to my childhood but mixing in the present.
"Gelina." My mom said. "Sometimes it is not how your pack your things when you move but how you move while you pack your things. Be calm. We will get this done together."
Gelina? Wow, I thought. I have not heard you call me that in a long time.
" I forgot that you would always say my name like that." I said to my Mom.
My mom smiled knowingly and very softly.
"Wait." I said "How is it that you are here. Cancer took you....."
Then for what felt like a blink of an eye, my mind raced with many thoughts.
Mom you died....
But this feels real.....
How could you be here.....
Wait do not go , let me hug you.......
Then I woke up. I was dreaming! But It was so real.
I tried to close my eyes. At first very tightly, almost as it this could evoke the crystal clear image of my sweet mom.again...
Auuggghh!!! Nothing!
I sat up in bed wanting to hit myself! I had practiced in the past to become more lucid during my dream visits from my Mom. But last night's slumber was a much needed one. A very deep sleep due to stress. So I had not anticipated or expected a visit from my mom. But after much more thought, I realized that I have been asking for her help. My life, has been in much transition. During many of my personal, deep moments of alone time, I have asked for her supportive touch from the otherside. I am sure she has sent it to me during the day, in the way of signs but because I my roller coaster, ying yang, emotional ball of change that I am in , I am sure that I have missed her supportive signs....So as a last attempt, I think Mom paid me a visit while I was not distracted by the physical world.
Just last week a sibling told me of a special dream she had of Mom. Waking her up for school. Not an easy task as I remember. But in this dream , my sibling said it came easy as she too was asking for Mom's help.
SO todays question is . How many times have you had a dream visit. Do you need to understand this more. What is the sure sign that it is real.
1) You remember every detail. Words, sentences, thoughts and images.
2) You were in a very deep sleep
3) You have been asking for help or the dream helps you in an unexpected way.
Please write down your dream and see if parts of the dream are confirmed in your everyday life. After a dream visit take a moment to daydream a sentence or feeling back to your loved one.
Do you have an awesome dream visit or one that needs to be interpreted. Post to it here or facebook me! I will do my best to help!
Thank you!
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